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| 03:13pm 09/04/2002 |
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I'm going to change my name to Jamal one day..
Uh huh. I never post in this journal anymore..
The one I do post in more often is: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) her_torment
Check out muh layout, yo. :) |
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| 11:47pm 19/02/2002 |
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alright, whoever the anonymous comment person is, you can't do it anymore. very annoying. :( either get enough courage to say your name and confront me yourself, or just shut up. :)
on to other news,
im in love.
and im failing math. |
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| 10:30pm 11/02/2002 |
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Manson makes me angry, I think. And depresses me. I was "talking" to Matt, and listening to Manson..and suddenly everything in my room ticked me off and I wanted to throw it all. And then it all made me sad. ..
maybe its just my new meds..
what i'd give to have his shoulder to let my tears fall onto.. |
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| 12:39am 03/02/2002 |
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Had a good day.
Matt came over.
We went to the movies.
Came home.
Went to the carnival.
Yep.
I love Matt.
I'm an Earth Spirit
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| 02:01pm 01/02/2002 |
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Not much has happened since the start of this year..I've fallen in love, unexpectedly. I hate that. I wasn't prepared, and now I'm vulnerable.
Shonn has become..obsessed, to say the least..and I wish he would fuck off.
I rarely talk anymore to people who meant the world to me, instead I just want to see Matt all the time.
Yeah.
Happy Birthday, Laine. |
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| 07:27am 16/01/2002 |
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Today is my sixteenth birthday.
Bet none of you monkeys even know, cause' I rarely post in this journal.
Bah. |
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| 07:46pm 13/01/2002 |
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I love Matt. |
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| 01:31pm 13/01/2002 |
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::Just fucking screams.:: |
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| 11:34pm 17/12/2001 |
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I have a smile
stretched from ear to ear
to see you walking down the road
we meet at the lights
I stare for a while
the world around disappears
just you and me
on this island of hope
a breath between us could be miles
let me surround you
my sea to your shore
let me be the calm you seek
oh and every time I'm close to you
there's too much I can't say
and you just walk away
and I forgot
to tell you
I love you
and the night's
too long
and cold here
without you
I grieve in my condition
for I cannot find the strength to say I need you so
oh and every time I'm close to you
there's too much I can't say
and you just walk away
and I forgot
to tell you
I love you
and the night's
too long
and cold here
without you |
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| 05:20pm 16/12/2001 |
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mood:  depressed
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| 06:04pm 13/12/2001 |
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I want to curl up in bed and just..stay there, wrapped in my blanket. I took a nap after school, and at about 5:55, while I was just lying in bed, listening to the rain, Zach called me. He told me he was really tired and just checking in on me, and so all I said to him really was a little giggle and "Goodnight." :/ I miss him so much..
Chantelle left.. She's back at her home. I hope things are going well. i've been..avoiding Shonn. I don't know why. :/
Gosh.. I love rainy days. They're so beautiful. :/ |
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| 10:32am 04/12/2001 |
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LIVE JOURNAL IS AN ASSHOLE. |
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| 03:03am 30/11/2001 |
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mood: worthless, useless, angry, sad music: Weezer
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Jesus was one conceited bastard. |
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| 03:03am 30/11/2001 |
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| 07:34pm 17/11/2001 |
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mood:  pissed off
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I hate my mother.
She and her fucking attitude can just go and commit suicide for all I care. |
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| 10:58am 17/11/2001 |
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Webcam.
Paid live journal account.
Pager/Beeper/Cell phone.
Things for my bathroom.
Things for my bedroom.
Sweet things (Roses, etc.)
Candles
Incense
Incense holder
Stationary
A new CD case (28 CDs.)
A CD burner.
Adoption.
Adoption.
Adopion.
Tongue pierced.
Gift Certificates.(Hot Topic, Spencers, Claires, Afterthoughts, Wal-Mart, K-Mart, CompUSA, etc.)
Ears pierced.
A hug. A kiss.
A new CD player.
Good ear phones.
Floppy disks.
A dildo. (For fun!)
Money.
Cards.
A new computer.
A new laptop.
New glasses frame.
Picture frames (See things for bedroom.)
The Puddle Of Mudd CD
Neat socks.
Neat shirts ( L XL plz, big people need big shirts)
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| 10:54pm 16/11/2001 |
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This is fooorr Laine:
I plan to try and buy you one or two OR MORE of the following things from your list for Chrissymas:
Tomb Raider DVD
- Weezer CDs (Pinkerton or The Blue Album)
- The BIG Altoids Tin (preferably in Wintergreen or Cinnamon)
- Kitty toys! (Kitties need presents, too! :D)
- Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within DVD and/or soundtrack
- Moulin Rouge DVD
- The Matrix soundtrack (since mine was stolen. Fuckers!)
- A digital camera! (a DECENT one, man. Not some crappy cheap one.)
- A microphone and/or headset for my computer. (gotta make them wavs! TALKY-TALKY!)
- Jolly Ranchers! :D
- The Tigger Movie DVD
- Candles! Lots and LOTS of candles ...
- Incense ...
I..wish my other friends would make me lists of what they want.. |
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amused
